I don't know why, but I am actually having a hard time keeping up with negative behaviors.

I don't want to hate people just because of the things they use to do, or the things they are continuously doing, for that matter. It's quite easy for me to let something pass, but I've got a little problem with the "forgetting" part. I don't want to judge others, it's just that I can't see the point why they continue doing things even though they already know that its not the right thing to do. Why can't some people just learn from the mistakes they've had during their previous experiences? Is it really that hard, that people just can no longer seem to know what is right?

I'm not saying that I'm perfect. I also commit mistakes, to err is human, anyway. I also do silly and stupid things. I do things which should not be done, I break rules, and I also sin. These all comes naturally, we are all sinners. I just find it hard to forget the wrong doings done by others, especially by my peers.

It might seem that I don't care, but actually I get affected as well. I think I've already done my part in giving pieces of advice. I have shown my concern, and I have been there to listen, even though all I wanted to say was "I told you so".

How could I ever let people know how much their losing by playing blind? I just hope that they'll be able to realize their mistakes and eventually start changing their beliefs. I, too, am hoping to see how to get over my selfish convictions and become better. May we all find it in our hearts to accept our failures and start making a change. This is surely something we can do, someday, somehow.

:)